Today I’m having a really hard time sitting still. I haven’t been to the Gym in a long time, and I think my body is wanting to move really badly. I must go tomorrow morning. I MUST!
I can feel my muscles start to atrophie and my stomach is getting a little flabby again. This schedule is killing me. Kathy and I were talking about her picking up shifts and then me quitting Cutter & Buck. And today that seems like a really great idea. But I’m nervous that Kathy won’t be able to consistently pick up the shifts that we need. We are praying about it.
It sure would be great to get my schedule back, and even if I’m not getting paid full-time from the church, working full-time for the church is better than splitting my brain in the middle of the day.
And if Kathy were able to pick up these shifts than I would be able to get to the gym more easily. I think Judah will be at an age where the childcare at the Gym could watch him too, so that’s something to consider. I don’t know, so many things going on. So many decisions to make, so many bills to pay. And on and on and on.
I guess the biggest hang-up with leaving cutter and buck would be the relationships that I’ve built here. I’d really like to continue building these, and I really value being outside of my christian little bubble. But I don’t know if I can continue this schedule much longer.
Pray for us.
Oh and while I have you let me post a picture of the cutest little kid in the world.
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